November 4, 2006

  • Psalms 69:5 - O God, thou knowest my foolishness; and my sins are not hid from thee.

    I just read that and for some reason I found myself grinning and thinking of all the foolishness God see's me put myself through, day after day.  I'm convinced He has a great sense of humor.  

    Met my friend, Lesa, at The Holiday last night for after work cocktails.  What a funny girl.  This woman came into the bar, saw Lesa and just screamed, LESA!!  Lesa looks at me & says "Who the hell is this?"  Well, apparently Lesa was in this girl's wedding, about 27 yrs ago, but Lesa doesn't remember being in it, barely remembers the girl, in fact.  *L*  How are you going to be in someone's wedding & not remember it?  Oh yeah, that was back in the druggy days.....Wow!  That'll make you think back and wonder what else you've misfiled in your fried egg brain, huh? 

    Last night made me realize that I need to stop withdrawing when I am feeling bluesy.  I am so bad about that...I call no one, I see no one, I just go to work & come home.  Exactly what I would have done last night had Lesa not emailed & insisted we meet after work.  I am feeling so much lighter today, I wish I could just remember that the next time the blues hit, call a friend.  How hard is that, sheesh.  I wonder when I developed this Lone Ranger bullshit.

    Another good thing about going out last night, I find, to my utter joy, that I still have my integrity intact.    Not that I was worried that I'd lost it somewhere down the road, but a test of it, that you pass, well....that's a good feeling.  A very good looking gentleman sat himself beside me and engaged in conversation with Lesa & I, and then just I for quite a while....and ended up inviting me to go "have hot sex with him" because he "just knew it would be hot with me" *L*  Yeah, ok...Wife is in Florida for the weekend, eh?  I know I've been needing some human touch, but I don't think so, pal.  But, the conversation was fun and, ok, the ego boost was a bonus   I really can't stand roaming married men, I don't care how good lookin they are.  Sheesh.

    Ok, I got nothing else but laundry & cleaning, so I reckon I'll get to it.  You kids have a marvelous weekend  ~  You know I will!!!  

     

Comments (9)

  • Wow..you passed up a night of hot sex! Now THATS will power..Oh yah, and you do have integrity and morals and self respect. I am very proud of you.

    Yes, stop being the lone ranger....but I understand. I have to update my blog but I am the same way you are. I was diagnosed with depression yesterday but when I update you can read all about it.

    Take care Ter!!

    ~M

  • LOL - maybe you need to hang out at political rallys rather than bars!  Good grief.  I bet he thought you'd be honored!

  • Was Lesa's 'friend' still married to the guy? Integrity is a good thing to have. Hold onto it.

    RYN: The trash is back at the shed. At least it's too cold to stink.

  • I can't believe you turned down an invitation like that.  What were you thinking?  Well, at least we know you were "thinking with your brain" while he was thinking with his "head".  lol

    Someone called The Write Thought commented on my site.  Had some good comments about Kerry and the war etc. in the posts under the latest one and I thought you might like his site.  If you need to go to my site to access him do that.

  • I am proud of you.  I guess people arn't quite so subtle about things now ...In the olden days long long ago in the days of my youth(ancient history) the line was, "Would you like to come up and see my etchings?" and she (or you) would flutter her eyebrows and say, "O my, that would be nice."  Knowing full well that it wasn't looking at his etchings that neither one of them wanted.  Of course, before you knew it, things just got out of hand and ..." O my...this was never meant to happen..." ta ta ta ta  Things are just way too blunt and straight forward today....What a lucky wife he had...What was she doing in FL?  visiting an ailing aunt? lol.

    I know it's just a lot more fun to sit alone and feel sorry for yourself and just have a good old fashioned pity party.  I get those "Nobody loves me.  Everybody hates me.  Guess I'll go eat worms..." feelings sometimes too.  Best cure is giving someone a call or ...writing about it.

  • He probably was a democrat!

  • I went to visit "Write Thought".  While what he said about Kerry was on target, some of the commenters were your usual kool aid drinking, Bush hating idiots.

  • i never label myself, if anything i'm anti-political; and don't believe "career politicians" should be allowed to practice yanking us all around. any-who; so glad you stopped by, and do hope you return to share this journey we all call life. sending you hugggs, wishing you peace and love, always :)

  • I am back! (I think... LOL) Gawd, I missed this place!!!

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