July 30, 2007
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Alrighty then.....
Because Sunny misses me, and I happen to have an extra 3 minutes that no one is claiming as I color my hair, I will attempt an update *g*
My tomatoes are huge and turning red quickly...I am the envy of all my tomato growing friends...my secret? Plant 'em and leave 'em alone....A canning we will go, a canning we will go....
Sadie is jealous of tomato pictures so....
Isn't she beautiful? I just loves her....
The pond area is looking pretty spiffy....
One of these days I'll walk down & get a good pic...Tonight I am just too lazy.
So...Nate lost his job at FedEx because of the DUI. The day after court they grounded him, let him drive half the day and then made him pull immediately into a parking lot and let someone come and get his truck. This, after allowing him to drive for 30 days with the occupational license. Oh well...you plays your cards and you takes your chances. He has been offered 3 jobs since so...He's working out his last week of two, training his replacement for my brother in law.I wish I had always lied in my blogs, then I wouldn't feel the need to be truthful with you all...but I haven't ever lied or hid anything, so now is probably not the time to start...This is going to be a real detriment to my eventual bid for Congress, but, yes, I have continued to see Joe with no regard to his marital status. I really like him. I really have such a great time with him. I really wish he'd stayed at the other end of the bar.
Last Tuesday he called (first time) and asked if he could buy me dinner (first time). I agreed, he came to my house (first time) and picked me up, took me to a little romantic Italian restaurant. He was the perfect gentleman, opening doors, fastening my seat belt (ever notice how hard it is to fasten the passenger side belt when you're always used to fastening the drivers side??) We had a very nice dinner, great conversation, lots of laughs. We left there and he took me to a winery down the road...we shared a bottle of wine out on the deck beside this huge pond, sun setting across the pond, turtles, fish & birds feeding....Very nice, relaxing, romantic. Then he brought me home and we sat on my back porch, listening to the water hitting my pond, talking and laughing some more. The perfect evening. Probably the very first adult date I've ever been on.~sigh~
If only he wasn't so nice. And we didn't click so well. And I had a little more self control. When, oh when, did I start finding bald men attractive?
Other than the being married and seeing me thing, he has never even hinted at anything inappropriate. Ok, well, other than the 2 times he's said he loves me as he's leaving me somewhere. Other than all that, he's been just like a friend. Ok, yeah, the stolen kiss here and there, but otherwise, he's not tried to get me in bed. Yeah, ok, I guess he has mentioned that he'd like to make love with me...I know, that's coming up next. I know Sunny is having a seizure about now 
Ok, so what. For the first time in my life I'm being selfish. I'm doing something just because it feels good to me, just because I enjoy it. Is that a freakin crime? To have a little something for myself just this once without thinking about the person it might hurt? Why do I always have to be the responsible one? Other people do whatever the hell they want to, damn the consequences, why can't I?
Yeah, I know...didn't convince myself with all that either. I know, as you do, that I'll eventually do the right thing. I don't have to like it though.
Otherwise, everything is about the same. Work, soldier stuff, home stuff, work.
Ok then...I think I've sufficiently depressed myself and it's time to go rinse this crap off of my hair. (Notice I am trying to contain the swearing? *g*)
Don't hate me because I'm beautiful *LOL* I love you guys..........
Have a great evening kids ~ You know I will!!!
Comments (7)
I am having a difficult time with this but when did I get elected the morality police? You are an adult. I don't think you will be able to tell yourself this is really okay very long. You are to up and up to be sly and sneaky. You will do the right thing. I just hope you do it before you get hurt again.
That is a great pond. Why don't you come here and give Wil pointers and help getting his to look that good. I don't know why he won't ever finish up a project and get it right anymore. This has always been Mr. if you don't do it right the first time when are you going to find time to do it again? Maybe I should remind him of his former mantra.
I'm tired. Think it is due to the fact that I'm trying to cut back on one of my products. It is just so expensive and I can't justify that much every month. Have to see how it goes. It would be wonderful to be independently wealthy and not have to sweat the small stuff.
Who would expect a man cheating on his wife not to be nice and funny and romantic? I'll bet she sees another side of him.
Sadie looks like she just ate one of those tomatoes. I haven't even looked at mine.
So what is Nate going to be doing now?
Oh my gosh.... you are the "other woman".
But I also am not one to judge. If you are happy...... just be careful!
RYC: FANTASTIC!!! Just keep me up to date on plans etc. I'll make sure our 4th class motel rooms....as I call my upstairs is clean and ready.
I'm jealous of your tomatoes too. Thankfully I work with part time farmers and they keep me in good supply. Sunny left two comments, so apparently it was a short seizure and she recovered ok.
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